Denise;3

Where we started

2011-08-16T18:41:00.001+08:00

2011-06-11T14:29:00.001+08:00

"Iris had played brilliantly, or rather, she could have played brilliantly. Honoria had heard her practicing on her own and had been so stunned by her level of skill she would not have been surprised if Iris had suddenly stood up and announced that she was adopted." -JLH

2011-06-04T21:53:00.001+08:00

MOOOOONNSSTERRRRRR.

2011-05-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

2011-01-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

SICK. SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK. I HATE FALLING SICK.
Since i have so much time to spend at home, i'm gonna do something productive like, re-reading CLOCKWORK ANGEL, yet again. :)

2011-01-07T20:47:00.001+08:00

2010-12-30T22:01:00.004+08:00

I've learned something new about myself. No matter the size of the onion, my eyes will start to sting after five seconds. And they tear real bad.

When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Oh yeah

2010-12-26T14:55:00.002+08:00

I COULDNT FIND A VIDEO OF THIS SCENE IN ENGLISH. :<
Oh, how i love this fairy tale.

2010-12-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

It's christmas! Finally!

2010-12-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

Lily Jane Collins will be playing Clary in the Mortal Instruments' first film adaption, City Of Bones. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait.

2010-12-23T12:32:00.001+08:00

Baby, stand by me.

2010-12-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

2010-12-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

I SAW A BLONDE INDIAN. A NATURALLY BLONDE INDIAN. HIS EYEBROWS AND ARM HAIR WERE BLONDE. EVEN THE HAIR ON HS NAPE NECK WERE BLONDE.

:) Sis and i went to do our nails today. And someone stole our cab! So rude. >:O

2010-12-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

LOL

2010-11-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

THAT'S IT. I'VE DECIDED. I'M GONNA DYE/HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR PINK.
So yeah, i may have promised myself to never mess with or bleach my hair but, THERE IS A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING, ISN'T THERE?
So i asked my mum what she would do if i considered it, and she went, "WHAAAT? NOO." But seriously, i'm at the peak of my adolescence, it's about freaking time i did something whacky. This is yet, my wildest holiday, so far. :D :D :D

2010-11-23T21:40:00.004+08:00

(via vinnieinfurs)

I'm hearing voices, animal noises
The creme de la creme, effeminate abyss
And I'm reaching my threshold
Staring at the truth 'till I'm blind

My body's stupid, my stereo putrid
Spilling out music into raw sewage
I'm reaching my threshold
Staring at the truth 'till I'm blind

GOD, THIS SONG IS ADDICTIVE.

2010-11-22T19:45:00.002+08:00

SO I'VE FINALLY WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1.
AND I'M GLAD I DID.
E and i made full use of the free tickets we got. FREE TICKETS. NOT SO FREE FOOD. and i think the saddest part for me in the movie was when Dobby died :( really! plus, compared to the other movies, i think there is much more humor in this one? or maybe it's just me. oh well.
I WOULD SO TOTALLY WATCH IT AGAIN.

SO. Prom's over. It was fun. Sucks for you if you weren't there.

2010-11-17T20:08:00.003+08:00

HAYLEY WITH PINK HAIR. AWESOME.

2010-11-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

I'm looking all around me
Breaking hearts don't make me happy
I won't give you excuses
Can't change my colours
It's just useless
Ya got me looking for the next best thing.

2010-11-06T03:33:00.001+08:00

I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH...

JOSEPH GORDON-LEVITT! :D

2010-10-15T17:52:00.001+08:00

Foolish for me to think she would leave by December
Foolish to let misery let fall apart in all ..
Driving on a one-way street
No U turn to get back to me
Running close to empty, but I
I'll never say goodbye

9 more hours!

2010-10-14T20:48:00.004+08:00

This week has been craaaaaaazzzyyyyyy. I was worried about how i was gonna get through the holidays, but it seems like i'm gonna be super busy. Which is good so that means i won't stay at home and rot.
SO.....
We had band practice today at a new studio(phew) and it was close to flawless. Everything seemed new, everything basically sparkled and colored black(i loooovveeee the carpet! and the stools. AND THE MIKE but it didn't work) but there was only one flaw. There were only three, extremely small spotlights on the ceiling in the center of the room. So, it was extremely hard to see or focus on anything. But still! it was cool :)
THEN, we headed to macs and hung there for like, four hours? Our topics ranged from songs we were gonna sing for prom(mission to go home and research), bandname(mission to go home and inspire self)what we were gonna wear for prom to even horror films. So i guessed we sidetracked alot.
I never knew it would be this much fun.
Two more days till i leave for states and boy, i can't wait. I've not finished packing yet but i'll get around that. Besides, half of my clothes in my closest are still missing. This may seem pretty stupid, but i wanna go see the laundromats in the states. I mean, you don't see those in singapore, do you?
Oh, but my holiday doesn't end there just yet. >:]

p.s. i've been waking up super early nowadays. All thanks to a certain someone.

Guns don’t kill people — people do.

2010-10-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

MCFLY featuring Taio Cruz - 'Shine A Light' Official Video

2010-10-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

N'S HAS FINALLY ENDED!! FOR ME.
my friends and i went jamming(?) today and wheeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh was it fun. The studio we went to was, i quote, "ulu ulu place in an alley" that smelled strongly of wet fish. Also, the door knob to the room was spoiled and the sponges were... distorted. The guys thought it was too overpriced, i second that thought. i think it was $13++ for an hour? (thanks A for paying) But is was wicked fun and everything!
"...The game consists of twelve individuals, dubbed Seleção (Portuguese for selection), who are given ¥10 billion to save Japan..."
I've watched the last and second movie of Eden Of The East and damn, a cliff-hanger ending! It bugs me a hell lot but it's still probably going to be one of my all time favourites. Not only does it have an unusual entry, but the storyline is so much different from your everyday action series, adaptions or romance stories. TOO BAD IT HAS TO END. :( :(
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE STATES.

SAM: "Okay. Its time for plan B, we're getting on that plane."
DEAN: "Wuhwuh just hold on a second-"
SAM: "That plane is leaving, with over a 100 passengers on board and if we're right, that plane is gonna crush."
DEAN: "I KNOW!"
SAM: "Well okay, we're getting on that plane, we need to find that demon and exorcise it. Look, i'll just get the tickets and you get whatever you can from the trunk and get through security, then meet me here in five minutes."
DEAN: (hesitates)
SAM: "You okay?"
DEAN: "..No, not really." (annoyed)
SAM: "What? What's wrong?"
DEAN: "well i kind of have this problem with the um,(sighs)"
SAM: "Flying?"
DEAN: "It's never really been an issue until now!"
SAM : "You're joking right?"
DEAN" "Do i look like i'm joking? Why do you think i drive everywhere, sam?" -S

2010-10-04T19:34:00.002+08:00

Sis and i cooked apple steaks today(retired from the spaghetti scene) and whoa, nothing like i've ever tried before.
School's out! WHOOOOOT. but i'm gonna miss my class. i've never realised it, and i may have been a tad too late, but class of 2009 to 2010 may have been my favourite class yet. Freaky, i know.
AND OMG TOMORROW'S MY ART PAPER. AND MATH WHICH I HAVE NOT STUDIED FOR. YET.
I had sciences and history. Who is smart ass who decided to put all of these subject on the same day. IT'S EXHAUSTING.
I MISSS E. :(

Dream with my eyes open
Sleep when I'm dead
Love who my heart chooses
Conquer what lies ahead-unknown. or i forgot.

2010-09-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

Tell me are you feeling strong
strong enough to love someone
and make it through the hardest storm
and bad weather

Will you pull me from the flames
Hold me till I feel no pain
and give me shelter from the rain
for ever

Where can I find her

She took the light and left me in the dark, eh
She left me with a broken heart, eh
Now I'm on my own
If anybody sees her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh)
If anybody sees her

Tell me can you hear my voice
loud and clear above the noise
Even if I had the choice
I would not give up

I can not find her

She took the light and left me in the dark, eh
She left me with a broken heart, eh
Now I'm on my own
If anybody sees her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh, eh)
Shine a light on her (eh, eh)
If anybody sees her
-Shine A Light

"...Then i've got something to admit. I, love, unicorns."-VM

2010-09-17T20:34:00.003+08:00

i'm ubbbbberrrrrr tired and sleepy lately, i think there is something gravely wrong with me. Or maybe i'm just being paranoid. i think it's the latter. sooooooooooooooo..
i've got fancy new specs. it's a reddish, slightly pinkish colour. They don't look badass on me, but, i love them. :) the n level art topics came out already, i'm really worried cos i'm afraid i'm on time constraint and it's not like art is the only subject i'm taking. I wish though, i really do. But heck, i'm gonna try something new this time round and deal with watercolours. Not exactly something i'm incredibly good at, but hey, it's a challenge.

"This face, right here, is my over-the-moon face." -VM

2010-09-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

recording at demi moore's and ashton kutcher's house. i was shock when i saw ashton kutcher in the vid. THE REAL ASHTON KUTCHER!!

2010-09-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

oh god oh god oh god.
Oddest thing happened when our chinese paper 3 was in session, when our battery powered radio died. Fustrating much? Extremely. Plus, the guys in the same classroom as me, couldn't seem to let their vocal chords rest for a minute or so. Irritating much? Extremely. so they brought us another battery powered radio AND IT FREAKIN DIED YET AGAIN. ARGHHH. Pissed off? About the explode. In summary, listening comphre took an hour and a half to finish.
---------4 hour break in between------------------
First of all, thank you, social studies teachers, for predicting everything wrongly.(not that i hold anything against them) I managed to survive through the the paper with sweaty palms and painful, painful knuckles.(my pinky finger) thank god i studied the whole of that chapter. Thank god!
So, i drag my feet home, feeling depressed about all my papers so far, especially chinese. Not looking forward for tomorrow's english paper. Not looking forward to anything really.

"Who are you? And what have you done with my brother?"

2010-09-04T19:34:00.002+08:00

Aren't they yummy?

I'm not really a fan of their new theme and i love their original style, but heck, they're simply lovable. (: + who doesn't love them live?

2010-09-03T19:19:00.003+08:00

My day started with me, struggling to keep myself awake, plus the people around me.(i think JF got annoyed at me cos i kept saying tellytabies were after him) when suddenly, there were loud ear-screeching screams. and then ms teo got bothered at us and sighed and told us, this class doesn't even react to screaming. so she went down to see what was happening, and when the screaming got louder and louder, my class ran out to the corridor. Leaning against the railing, we saw a cat fight between two lower sec girls and whoa, can they scream.(there was hair tugging, scratching and punching)This was the highlight of my day. Plus we got to do down for early recess due to the apparent absence of a teacher in our class.
I A SX and i went to wmall to get I's haircut. when suddenly A saw her crush and went all boy crazy. I did her a favor by getting that guy's number for her and boy, was i glad to BECAUSE SHE TREATED US ALL TO LUNCH :) :) (+it was a interesting experience-never done it before)
then everyone headed to my house to enjoy good, fattening food in the wind with bizarre conversations about wild indians and piercings. Let's not forget animal slaughter too.
After that, D I and i went to study by the poolside(i doubt anything stuck)blahblahblah ...
THEN WE HUNG OUT AT THE GYM.
god, do i not feel unfit and unhealthy. but it was fun. heheheheheheheheheheheheheh. plus, saw a guy fall when doing something funny with the exercising machine though i guess it isn't funny cos it was pretty serious. but he's okay, so well.
I think i have a new fear. A phobia of exercising machines.

"You're humming metallica?"
"Calms me down."

2010-08-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

TEEHEE

2010-08-25T10:25:00.002+08:00

FOREIGN PEOPLE CAME TO OUR SCHOOL TODAY. I CORRECT MYSELF, HOT, WAAAAY HOT FOREIGN YOUTH OLYMPIC ATHLETES CAME TO OUR SCHOOL TODAY.
And what were we seniors doing? we were having our preliminary humanities examination. SCREW IT. ALL OF THEM WERE SO PRETTY, HOT, YUMMY, SWEET LOOKING and freakin tall. Sigh~ i wanted to stay a little longer to watch them some more, but my art work needs to be done. so. its now. 10 30am. And i'm wondering what they are doing now. i feel stalkish.
BUT THEY WERE ALL SO GOODLOOKING. and i bet everyone was dying to take pictures with them(sigh) and why does this year's student leader committee get the hangout with them? It feels like my generation were just sitting ducks. Gee, i feel like a sitting duck.
But then again, i think i'm overreacting.

2010-08-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

A I N and i laughed our afternoon away. I can't remember the last time i've laughed that hard and so long. Although now i'm left completely exhusted. Completely.

"Did he just called me a vessel?"

2010-08-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

My guilty conscience eats me up slowly in big, chewy bites. I didn't know refusing a favour from someone whom i love deeply could have such an effect on me. Although its just oranges, i feel like hanging myself. Plus, i'm tired of always having be the one to make up or cover the wound, when i clearly, had nothing to do with his outrage. It's like, you giving your hand out for someone to reach, but all they do is throw stakes at you that pierces you right through your heart. Quite frankly, i rather just sit and do nothing then having my feelings get hurt in stead. Though it might seem, i'm just running away. But then again, i've got better things to worry about, at the moment.
So yeah i think my dad just unplugged my internet connection. What's his deal?

"Well according to the book, they have no natural enemies but as a species, they tend to piss people off."
"But you said he was shot. Who would shoot a Gnome? And why is the G silent?"
"That's a really good question."

2010-08-22T14:58:00.002+08:00

Spike from buffy the vampire slayer(he's so funny >:3)
MR CHOW TOOK ALL MY PHYSICS NOTES WITH HIM. OH SHIT. OHHHHHH SHIT.

2010-08-19T21:15:00.004+08:00

MY DAD CAN BE SUCK A FUCKED UP SELF-CENTERED JERK. AT MOST TIMES. So mum and i came home a little late with his dinner and then he starts throwing his temper all over the place. So we were late. Deal with it. When mum asked what was his problem, he went like "nothing. I'm just stupid." So what, i have an autistic father now? For god's sake, how the hell are we suppose to know what's wrong with you if you don't tell us a damn thing?(although the reason is probably because his dinner was late) but what the fuck are we suppose to do about it. its the stupid restaurant's fault for taking so damn long with the food right. And then when i walked into the house, i put his food down on the table and then he's like,"So what? is that my food?" i'm like duh, no i actually didn't say that. i said yes and then he starts pissing telling me off, "how am i suppose to know the food is for me?" WHAT, IT AIN'T THE OBVIOUS? So i guess his having the mid life crisis thing all men go through(hahahaha) but then i wonder, aren't mid life crisis suppose to happen once? Well.

2010-08-17T17:22:00.003+08:00

The rain can be such a bitch. When i alighted at my bus stop, it was packed(Very poorly sheltered) so i stomped through the rain with my tiny umbrella. And then this girl behind me screamed and i saw the flash and i'm like, oh shit and before i knew it, it was like the thunder struck right on top of out heads. it rang loud and clear i literally jumped on the spot. Earpieces are useless. Bloody useless.So, i walked up the hill in soaked socks and shoes, a drenched skirt and a tangled earpiece that got stucked to the handle of my umbrella.
My day concludes.

"We should split up and look for her." "Why?" "Cos we don't know where she is."

2010-08-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

omg omg omg omg it's so funnny! CLICK ON THE PIC TO ENLARGE.
-princezuko.tumbr
CHINESE SUCKED :,(
Hung out with E :)
Incomplete sentences.
...Lizards.

2010-08-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

THE SINGAPORE YOUTH OLYMPICS~
And the many goof ups.
Was hilarious when they were announcing the different countries, and the athletes walked all over the place. My parents and i couldn't stop laughing at those who stood still in the middle of the stage.
Besides that, so many hot foreigners!!
PLUS STEVE APPLETON! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2010-08-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

syFy's "Alice", the mini series. i happened to bump into this, and its pretty interesting. Plus, its the one and only show where Alice and the Mad hatter get a chance to hook up. Or so to speak. I've decided on the topic Wonderland for my prelim art examination(no surprise) so, i call this a little research, not wasting my time watching watching re-runs and movies off the net. Too bad my mum thinks differently.
Schhol starts tomorrow. The horror. And it so happens, ... where is my homework?

2010-08-08T17:01:00.001+08:00

-Jilin's shop signage(Not really.)
I'm finally done!! i finished it quicker than expected, so, yay me, now i can at least, have a little free time on my hands. Though now i have to get started on prelim art. So much for looking forward to boredom.

2010-08-06T15:07:00.005+08:00

WT and friends caught me by the roadside and dragged me to watch a movie with them.(Not literally.) On the way i picked A and we all merrily walked together. Caught N at the bus interchange but he said no :( :)
The movie was....
The dialog was excruciating to listen to.
The actors suck. Saaka was not funny at any point of the movie, he wasn't funny at all!
The cinema was so cold. >< >Before that...
Picnic at the marina mirage! Too much food, but so much fun. i think i'm tanner already. I'm sorry to the guy who i stepped on the string that was attached to his kite. If it makes you feel any better, i'm still reeking of guilt.

Note to self...
If i ever happen to dye my hair blonde, remember to dye the eyebrows too.

of course they're hiding something. They're evil. :)

2010-07-31T11:18:00.003+08:00

2010-07-26T18:45:00.003+08:00

So yeah, i've spent an hour and a half, printing pictures for my art prep of the net, fixing the printer and re-filling the ink which i have never done in my entire life, rolled the chair over my toe twice and got my finger tips stained in black.
Also, i cut my thumb on the scotch tape cutter, now it won't stop bleeding and it freakin' hurts. Like crazy.
Before that, i had chem sub. which just made those who attended restless and plain, dead, tired. Then i stepped into a puddle, thus, my left shoe is soaking wet. So much for all the good i've done for the world.
Now, to rule out the good things. 1.Met up with eun after school. She's now rushing to finish her lit project. I'm sorry microsoft word doesn't work hon. 2.Air conditioning is turned on!! 3.Dad woke up to drive me to school despite him having to go on duty today! 4.The wet weather. Wait. Isn't that a bad thing? 5.Three whole free periods today.

2010-07-21T17:01:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! 3OH!3 is gonna do the cover song for next The Sims 3 expansion pack!
SCREAAAAMMMMMMMSSSSSS!

2010-07-20T19:02:00.004+08:00

Watched Eclipse with April. Too many cheeeeeesy scenes for my liking. Never as good as the book, never will be, but still entertaining. Especially the part when Edward broke Victoria's head.
I wonder if The Mortal Instruments will be adapted into a movie too.... That would be one i would look forward too.

2010-07-19T20:41:00.001+08:00

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain´t no cure they could sell
Ah, there ain´t no drug to make me well
There ain´t no drug

There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive

We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It´s hard to free the ones you love
Oh when you can´t forgive yourself
Yeah forgive yourself

Hell with it, i love this song. I love alot of things, i realise.

2010-07-16T17:02:00.002+08:00

Despicable Me was funny. I was kinda touched in the end, Gru becomes a daddy!
Vector reminds me of Edna Mode from The Incredibles. It's the haircut.
Agnes is adorable!!!!! Heheh.
Short posts are becoming a habit of mine.

2010-07-15T17:55:00.002+08:00

A lizard has dropped and landed on me twice, while opening the balcony door. I might just have the worst luck. Ever. TWICE. But, who's counting.

2010-07-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hehe, i love the sarcasm in this episode part.

2010-07-09T20:04:00.005+08:00

Well, first of all oral was good. It was definitely not bad, but i don't know if it was excellent either! Waiting makes me a nervouswreck i suppose.
And then mommsie comes home and tells me sissy is on Life's front page and i'm like, how could i miss that! i read the Lindsay Lohan article this morning. and that lots of gabble and talking plus the lizard's noise from god knows which room its in,
AND THEN i see her! Dressed up as the pizza. she's adorable! Well, to me that is. I'm so proud of her, and i think i get it now. She loves her job so much even though it gives her wrinkles(or so she says) and i'm glad she found what she wanted to do, a place where she fit in, a scene that she's comfortable in. I just hope i find mine too. Well, in a few years, anyway. God i love her! and i miss her. alot. like hell alot.
Plans for weekends, homework homework homework, sleep sleep sleep, visitng visiting visiting. Geez, my schedule won't get any busier.

MUST WATCH THIS! VAMPIRES SUCK(a parody!) OUT IN THEATERS AUGUST 18

2010-07-06T16:00:00.001+08:00

The ape soft toy at the end of the video reminds me of something i have.

2010-07-04T13:11:00.003+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS WAS SO MUCH FUN. The architecture everywhere is just fantastic, you have got to go at least once.
We went to the "Revenge Of The Mummy" indoor rollercoaster ride twice, front AND back.(So goood!!) I couldn't take the backseat! It felt as if my heart and lungs might have just jumped out of my throat. The only thing that kept me sane was my screaming. But it was adrenaline pumping. the stupidest thing happen after taking the ride twice. We had put our bags in the locker and it was free for 30 minutes. We exceeded the time limit so we asked the people behind us if we could borrow money and return it to them later. But to think that foreigners are so unkind. Really! So in the end, some staff member helped us.
Before that we spent like almost an hour queueing for this idiotic child ride which was a huge waste of time. BUT WE HAD SO MUCH TIME TO SPARE.
I wanted to buy souvenirs however it turns out i didn't had enough money plus, i lost seven bucks at god knows where. So i got, something way cheap.
We managed to get on the water raft ride(our last ride before they all the rides closed down.) Spent the last of our retail vouchers on ponchos and got our shoes extremely wet.
Aching feet afterwards on the way home~
I have to go back there! I just have to.
FAREWELL PRETTY MARILYN MONROE LOOK-A-LIKE, HOT EGYPTIAN PHARAOHS/MEN, BETTY BOOPER AND BEAUTIFUL BUILDINGS, I'LL MISS YOU~

p.s. It seems so fun to work there.

see more pics at... http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=182542&id=636288166&ref=mf

2010-06-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

i feel as if my energy has been sucked dry by a 12 Amp vacuum cleaner. It's a miracle i can actually wake up in the morning, despite the five minute- toss and turn till you get up - It's like every day there's a three period subject on my time table and whenever i look at it, i groan. sliently.
It takes alot to even stay awake at seven in the evening. I'm just. Exhausted.
Have i complained about the weather yet?
And how i don't miss getting on the bus every morning! It's so freaking crowded i can barely breathe clean air with all the perfume fumes floating into my nostrils.

2010-06-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

No no no no no no school starts tomorrow!
Well this sucks.

Moulin Rouge! I miss this! The beginning is hilarious and the ending is so, so, so sad. Plus Ewan McGregor's voice is awesome.

AND!
SPECTACULAR, SPECTACULAR!

2010-06-21T20:41:00.002+08:00

Watched Toy Story 3 with JF. Wasn't as bad as i expected. Baby doll still haunts me from the back of my head. BONNIE IS ADORABLE. Modern technology is really incredible, the animation is just mind blowing, really.

2010-06-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

My mum had planned this gathering for my relatives on my dad's side after cheong pak gong's death. Things were going well after one of my fuck head uncle's arrived and made a big fuss about the dinner. Stuff like," you told me the dinner starts at six, i'm here at five fifteen and all of you have started eating already? What is the point of me being here?"(NOT EVERYONE HAD ARRIVED YET DICKHEAD.) Which caused a big fuss and commotion which just made my dad and i clueless because he doesn't understand how parties at our home goes, which is more like free flow and take as much helpings as you want, drop by any time you want, first come first serve. Evidently, this uncle doesn't party much at our house often as he did not understand this. But seriously, when one comes to another's home, respects must be paid, you're not suppose to scream and direct insults at the hosts! I WAS THIS CLOSE FROM THROWING MY BOWL FULL OF RICE AT HIM. His wife was worse. Trust me. Thank goodness they left like, half an hour later.
After the gathering ended, helped cleaned up the house, my dad and I sat down(well, he more of lied down) he started to tell me more about my family tree and heritage + conflicts and the struggles everyone faced which was surprisingly, very interesting. Turns out most of my relatives from my dad's side have a very fierce character(no surprise really)and how it was very hard for everyone to adapt and acommodate. I even learnt that my family was look down upon( from fuckhead's family)because we were so poor and other reasons, etc etc. Even my mum joined in later and stories were told from both of them to and fro. The stories my mum told about her childhood was really amusing it even brought tears to my eyes from all the laughing.
i'm finally now, tucked into bed after all the story telling which ended at like twelve? Now i'm gonna have a hard time sleeping with all these vivid imaginations the stories have influenced me to think of. Somehow, i feel like i understand both of them better, their upbringing and stuff.
P.S. I'm going to church tomorrow. :3

2010-06-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

Watched Karate Kid with C and two other strangers. It was goooood~

2010-06-12T12:55:00.004+08:00

Well, i like to dance.

2010-06-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

RE-RUN!

2010-06-10T23:25:00.003+08:00

STEVE APPLETON IS COMING TO SG FOR THE YOUTH OLYMPICS!-SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF.
Now i can't wait for it.
Went for lunch with E. Pastamania was gooood~ Although the result of this, was the empty feeling in my wallet. Plus, a really amusing thing happened, when we entered a couple of stores that had the freaking big sensor thing, it started beeping crazily and we were like, wtf, is it us? but it seemed not because other people too, lit up the stupid alarm. Never trust electronic safety systems, lesson learnt.
The Sims 3 Ambitions is horrifyingly fun. The only jobs i'm left to try is the firefighter. And i still have not seen a meteor shower where a sim can literally get hit by a rock and die. Which is, really cool. Or at least i think it is.
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS :3 I'll be seeing you soon. Hehe.
p.s. IT'S THE FREAKING HOLIDAYS. Sorry, it just hit me.

2010-05-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with Titanic, all over again! Leonardo Decaprio was my first ever favorite actors. And he still is. Eun and i were like, oh shit, i want a guy like Jack Dawson! Too bad he died and thus, could not breed babies who would grow up to be like him. When the ship was sinking, we kept going through about how stupid the people were, instead of panicking and threatening each other, they could have came up with with ways to live with the remaining time they had left. If only eun and i lived in the 1990s to have contributed the ideas we had, damn!

2010-05-30T20:13:00.005+08:00

Finally done with the laundry. There. Are. So. Much. Clothes.
DAD ORDERED PIZZA FOR LUNCH. SWEET!

2010-05-29T14:36:00.003+08:00

When to the meeting session at school today with sis (god i miss her!) Then all the blah blah blah and chitty chatter, i need to pass chinese if i wanted to go to JC, that's no surprise. After that we took a cab down to paragon for lunch + to meet brother CK. Main topic of discussion over yummy food, Ways to improve my chinese.
My first time in a lingerie shop! It's pretty normal really, except some of the really frivolous undergarments they sell, fish nets and lace stuff. Other than that, it's just really normal. Plus i got to see this young man who came into the shop with his mum and aunt? he looked really out of place, not knowing where to keep his eyes on. I couldn't help but laugh. To myself because sis was in the changing room. He walked around with arms crossed and shoulders stiff, trying to not make eye contact with anyone. Brother CK just stayed away from the shop and waited for us outside. I had fun with her anyway and she is so sweet to sit in for my parents even though she had a late work night that causes her eye wrinkles(or so she says).
When i took a cab home, this extremely weird taxi driver started saying, "Beep, beep, beep-beep." and i'm like what's your problem then he burped.

2010-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

I LOVE Hayley's cover of bad romance!

2010-05-23T20:16:00.001+08:00

When to town yesterday with A! Too bad the only thing we could afford there was food. Walked alot.
After that! we went to cck to meet JF (SORRY YOU HAD TO WAIT SO LONG) and watch Shrek 3:Forever After. I've got to say, the animation is realllyyyy gooood. Plus, it reminds me to not take things for granted and to be happy with what i already have. Sheesh, sounds like a reflection.
Went to church today :3

2010-05-17T17:58:00.004+08:00

I'm pmsing like a cow. When to J's house today! Couldn't swim. :< . Saw Hady Mirza and asked him if we could borrow the table tennis rackets. Funny thing is, he was there playing all along and we never noticed till we when up close to them! Haha, and S was like," huh, that was hady mirza?" because she didn't have her specs on so she couldn't recognize who he was.
Ate Pizza for lunch and now i realised i owe SH two dollars seventy for the snacks.
Played The Game Of Life, though i started out as the slowest and the poorest, it was a miracle i managed to grab hold of third place.I guess i had fun and now, i regret having to have left early!

2010-05-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

She said she was coming home today,
But i guess she couldn't...

2010-05-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom.

"No calling you Bobcat, no talk of milky thighs."

2010-05-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

eun eun eun came over to spend time with me, even though it's still the examination period but, her presence never fails to cheer up me :3 Mids are just really, really depressing, there's not a single paper i feel good about. I finally finished my art piece and i'm really, really worried i won't be able to do my final tomorrow in time. I've started to despise watercolour. Now, i'm gonna pull an all-nighter for physics. Of course, it's not gonna help.
ONE MORE DAY! now, i can't say it will be sheer victory...

"It means I'm getting laid. And I owe your village a goat."

2010-05-12T11:50:00.001+08:00

It's so freakishly alike.
SCREW THE EXAMS.

2010-05-08T13:43:00.003+08:00

Met JF and went to town! Saw fireworks!! AWESOMELY pretty. We were so lucky!
Plus, there was some youth Olympic event thing and i think Electrico was playing! I miss their songs! We walked around alot, talked alot, i, regret ever buying those damned pair of shoes. I've got blisters and they hurt! And then at ten, N finally came out of his mysterious room and then...
ICE CREAM <3 heh.

Damn girl, dry your eyes.
You stole my heart and then you kicked in aside.

2010-05-06T11:36:00.002+08:00

DAMN, THE VERONICAS MARS SERIES ENDED WITH A CLIFF-HANGER. 8:<

2010-05-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

Exams Suck.
So cute, so cute, so cute, so freaking adorable!!!!

"Oh, please. Let the lying cokehead plastic surgeon lecture me on karma."

2010-05-02T13:30:00.002+08:00

Gives you hell performed by the All-American Rejects.
The music video was funnier >:3

2010-05-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

♥

Nick Wheeler.

In a clear view, there's a silhouette

And i watch you and i can't forget

(knew we were done when you locked the door)

Yeah, i figured it out now,

Breaking's what the heart is for.

2010-04-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

This was probably one of the funniest performances ever! WE cried and cried and cried some more, we could practically form another yellow river. What a way to step down.
Too little water
Too little sleep
Too much tears
Too much laughing
Too much reminiscing
Too much crying!
But, things happen.

2010-04-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

It's been hanging there since, forever.
THIS WAS SO CUTE. WHO DOES THIS CAR BELONG TO, I WONDER?

SCHOOL. Is taking up too much of my time.

"I'm not going to see you for a week. That's, like, a month."

2010-04-17T12:56:00.002+08:00

Prize Giving day is fnally over! Some how, i feel something is amiss.

2010-04-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

The king of eden, i want to get it in blue ray!

[Veronica asks if he has spoken to Dick] "Yeah, but it was brief – shouted his name, flipped me off: the bonds of friendship."

2010-04-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

[In response to "You're gonna die"] "Yeah, [smirks] someday."

2010-04-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

Due to my illness a few years back, my thyroid may have been damaged(according to my dad.) since then so that's probably why i'm getting this allergic reaction(according to my doctor) So...
I was never allergic to dust. Thank god.
But this is probably worse. So i'm supposedly suppose the take this bag of pills for like, a month, in order for my rash to be 'suppressed'. This meaning, It will strike back again eventually.

2010-04-05T20:03:00.004+08:00

My head hurts. It's pounding like a bitch. I've got studentleadershipinvestiture/Speechdayrehearsals/choir/chinese oral this week. All this could drive me out of my window. However, it's barred. I wish i could just say 'screw it' for oral but, seriously, that attitude doesn't work any more. I may choose to care about it, or not care about it, but the outcome will not change. I'm gonna fail it anyway! SO SCREW IT.

"Follow the bouncing ball [signals with his fingers]: not-my-problem"

2010-04-04T19:48:00.001+08:00

Ew, school.

"You do know I've been cleared of all charges, right? The whole 'dead Felix' business has lost its intrigue for me. Once something stops being important to me, my memory gets a little fuzz – wait. Who are you?"

2010-03-29T20:51:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with me?
I can never seem to get thirst clenched. I feel dehydrated(Most of the time), my skin feels as if all the moisture got sucked out by a vacuum cleaner, however when i touch it, it feels fine. I wrote down a , list of possible reasons why i feel this way,
1. the weather maybe?
2. the yakult mum bought from malaysia might have something inside that causes me be, feel or whatever!-this way.
3. I'm paranoid.

My new violin teacher is...enthralling.( I LOVE HER..) Looks like i can't avoid violin practice any longer.

2010-03-27T17:44:00.003+08:00

Went to watch WHEN IN ROME with G today. Featuring my all time favorite actress Kristen Bell-since Veronica Mars!- I love, love! her more than G does. Really
I am becoming a romanticist. :3
Regarding the dog situation, my neighbours claimed to have absolutely "no idea" how the dog was left outside.

2010-03-27T11:54:00.002+08:00

I dont know if i should call them animal abusers, but my neighbours are such bitches. They locked one of their dogs outside(THE BLACK, FREAKINGLY CUTE ONE) AND!!!! They're not at home. SERIOUSLY. It keeps banging its head on the balcony doors(I CAN HEAR THE BANGING) And it's howling in despair.
+ The weather is freakishly hot
+IT HAS NO WATER
+THE OTHER DOG IS INSIDE THE HOUSE. WTF?
Mum rang their doorbell. Now, the dog is just stucked outside. And it's still howling. AND DAMN IT, i wanna try to do something for it, but alas, i can't.

2010-03-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

I will break out of this circle. Eventually.

2010-03-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid i may have become a romanticist. Just, slightly. ♥ Hehe.

2010-03-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

My boyfriend and I did our nails! (She's probably still paranoid about it.) i was walking her to the bus stop when we started singing Paramore's hits and then we started singing old songs that we loved. After she brought up "When it all falls apart", i can't get it out of my head.

xoxo

2010-03-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

their cherry blossom tree has grown SO MUCH since i last saw it.
My precious and simply adorable cousin, Ryan!(he's half japanese. I guess that's also why i love him so much) It's been, probably 5 years since i last saw him? I miss him so much and i really want to visit San Fransisco again so badly!
Of course, i miss my aunt, uncle, and grandma too(feels weird to call grandma.)
I giggle to myself when i remember this one time we stealed(i think they knew) cookies from the person staying in their basement.

Since i can't say the word boring according to KRAL,
Life is really dull right now.

2010-03-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

Except for the those two bastards got the last two copies of Paramore's album, everything else was really exciting and i had a really cool experience!

Am I mad? i'm afraid so. you're entirely bonkers. but i'll tell you a secret. all the best people are.

ALICE IN WONDERLAND was wicked. I LOVE ALL THE DRESSES ALICE WORE! INCLUDING THE ARMOUR. REALLY. Though people who never watched the first movie, probably wouldn't really understand this one. AHHHH EVERYTHING WAS JUST SO WELL INSPIRED. + Bought eun a hopping bunny. she looooooovvvveeeeeees it.
I can't find all the pictures of Alice's clothes though! DANG.
AND! i wish a had a Mad Hatter for a best friend. Seriously.

I really feel like i don't know you anymore. Seems like you've changed.

2010-03-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

PARAMORE'S CONCERT WAS AWESOME. ♥
Will post about it tomorrow.

TOMORROW:
DATE WITH EUNICE TO WONDERLAND. ♥

2010-03-06T12:46:00.003+08:00

I want this. Heheh.

2010-03-05T16:35:00.002+08:00

Why can't a get rid of the woebegone look off my face?

PARAMORE! My parents allowed me to go!! (SHOCKING, is an understatement) I'm flabbergasted. And i'm happy about this. Extremely happy.
I'm not happy about the seats though. its the furthest from the stage. >< Really!

2010-03-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

I got 24 for physics(Mr pan marks in the speed of a comet, he gave us back our test papers an hour later) I don't hate the world so much now.
I still hate myself for losing that one mark. One mark away from complete contentedness.
But it doesn't mean I'm saved. I still have chemistry to pray for.

My head hurts from all the history factors I've been trying to squeeze into my tiny brain.
Mathematics can eat my dirt. I do not understand a shit about the whole of chapter 3. I've instantly come to despise speed/distance-time graphs and stupid Sine, cosine rules.

So far the only redeeming fact about march is my date with eunice on the 9th of march. ALICE IN WONDERLAND. You are the only exception♥

2010-02-28T16:00:00.002+08:00

My head hurts from all the physics formulas I've been trying to squeeze into my tiny brain.
The repetitive questions in the chemistry 10 years series are very irritating. All i'm doing is writing down the same answer over and over again. Truly a waste of my time.
Screw the science paper tomorrow.

2010-02-12T18:54:00.002+08:00

I'VE GOT TO READ THE BOOK. I'VE GOT TO READ THE BLOODY BOOK.
Went to the movies with C and G. Tommy and Jocelyn, SPOTTED, together(we watched the same movie at the same time)
CNY performance was an epic failure. The girl who kept singing should get her tonsils removed. She can't sing in the first place.

I've got to read that stupid book.

2010-02-11T15:18:00.002+08:00

Friends ask why you're crying,
Best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the loser who made you cry.

I couldn't help but giggle to myself.